i FAILED! just like that...

something i worked for for at most 1 year, was said to be bias..
so, i/we failed our thesis defense..
it was last Friday, i was so psyched!
nagising pko 6am, ung defense namin 12nn pa! haha..
pero it was intentional, kase magrereview pa kame before the defense..
there we were 11am palang ata nasa faculty na kame,
preparing our presentation and all..
pero pag dating ng panel, otomatik sabi nalang;
"ok, upo muna kyo.. lets go straight to the point noh,
blah blah blah, blah blah, blah, abbablah..
parang ang bias kase ng research niyo eh.."
oh ahh.. naminhid nalang ako eh..i cant even open my mouth..
natuyo laway ko.. parang kala mo bagong tulog ako.. haha..
cant say i blame them, siguro nga mali gawa namin..
they know better dba? i mean, mga MAEd. ED.d at R.R.T. na sila eh..
after nun, i felt so inferior nalang.. hahaha..
12-1 lang ang defense, it started siguro 12:30 na,
it ended mga 3:30 ata.. 3:30 sa body clock ko, un pala 1:30 palang tapos na!
hahaha.. sobrang naapektuhan ako, kala ko 3pm na! 1:30 lang pala!
oh well.. we have 2 weeks para matapos ang revisions ng panel..
revisions, meaning BUONG THESIS! kase, palit daw title!
i didnt make paramdam the whole weekend.. almost 48 hours,
sobrang naapektuhan ako.. haha.. pero eto.. were due less than 12 days..
kayang kaya toh!.. think positive! (ngehh, pano kung drug test o pregnancy test toh?
think positive pa dn ba? hahahha.. )