INTERNSHIP (the beginning)
i don't really have words or metaphors to explain to you,
how hard, and at the same time easy, being an intern could be..
its only been 1 week (10 days) since the start of our junior internship,
and here i am, sulking over the fact that I AM BORED! hahahaha..
paulit-ulit nalang, there's really no thrill (not unless nasa O.R. ka)
pero same procedures, same-'ol same-'ol!!
paboritong line namen? "wag lang pong gagalaw"..
mapa CT or MRI, or nuclear medicine, DEXA, even X - rays!! hahaha..
i am not blaming anyone!! eh sa yun ang procedure eh!
hindi biro ang pagiging intern!! there's so much to learn, so little time!
so many people you come across with seeking help, seeking hope..
at times i find myself symphatizing to some patients whose conditions,
are far worse than anyone else's..
but, this is just the beginning, who knows, i might even find myself
traumatized over the fact that someone has died right infront of me..
that could be my worse case scenario.. i don't know how i'll cope up with that!
i am still haunted by the image of this 80 or 90 year old woman in the E.R.
she's blind, talking to herself (or at least i think she's talking to herself)
coz at times, i think she's calling out to a relative or a nurse.. but no one's there..
id like to say "its gonna be alright" pero thats just not right..
(i wouldnt know anything naman dba?)
but, again.. this is just my first week! ☺
how hard, and at the same time easy, being an intern could be..
its only been 1 week (10 days) since the start of our junior internship,
and here i am, sulking over the fact that I AM BORED! hahahaha..
paulit-ulit nalang, there's really no thrill (not unless nasa O.R. ka)
pero same procedures, same-'ol same-'ol!!
paboritong line namen? "wag lang pong gagalaw"..
mapa CT or MRI, or nuclear medicine, DEXA, even X - rays!! hahaha..
i am not blaming anyone!! eh sa yun ang procedure eh!
hindi biro ang pagiging intern!! there's so much to learn, so little time!
so many people you come across with seeking help, seeking hope..
at times i find myself symphatizing to some patients whose conditions,
are far worse than anyone else's..
but, this is just the beginning, who knows, i might even find myself
traumatized over the fact that someone has died right infront of me..
that could be my worse case scenario.. i don't know how i'll cope up with that!
i am still haunted by the image of this 80 or 90 year old woman in the E.R.
she's blind, talking to herself (or at least i think she's talking to herself)
coz at times, i think she's calling out to a relative or a nurse.. but no one's there..
id like to say "its gonna be alright" pero thats just not right..
(i wouldnt know anything naman dba?)
but, again.. this is just my first week! ☺
posted by ÜandrewÜ at 11:39 PM
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